picture of U...

After the after glow sets,

I'm going towards you,

Following the lights which turn on one by one

I'll embrace you,

Before the cold wind makes your shoulders flinch

I love you,

The foolish you,

You're so precious to me

As much as the sun that rises above you,

I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me, with this glaring heart,

All the dreams I've prayed for,

They're going towards you with my sincere scent

I hope that my wishes of smiling next to you every new morning,

Will be able to come true

I'll wait for you,

I'll never let go of your hands,

Even if it's only tears,

I'll wipe them away for you

Although we are not able to see the end,

No matter how bumpy our road is,

I'll promise you, please be mine

As much as the sun that rises above you,

I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me, with this glaring heart,

All the dreams I've prayed for,

They're going towards you with my sincere scent,

More than the air I breathe,

'I love you' 'You're the only one',

I want to yell those words out into the sky

I love you, my heart which feels like bursting is calling out to you

No matter how many times they find us,

No matter if we can't breathe,

Like those invisible flower-like smiles,

Which shine just like the stars,

I'll keep you safe beautifully

As much as the sun that rises above you,

I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me, with this glaring heart,

I love you, I love you,

You're the most beautiful in this world,

This dream-like heart,

More than the air I breathe...

written by Xiah Junsu ^^

sad mood

I really sad..when U didn't find me...

Why??

Why can suddenly like that??

I really disappointed...

Comfy day

I love today's weather...

feel so comfy..

Listening to I have Nothing sing by JYJ in concert...

so sweet... i love the song's lyric..

I love this sentence

" Don't make me close one more door...i Don't wanna hurt anymore.. stay in my arm if u dare.. Or must I imagine you there.. don't walk away from me..i have nothing..nothing..nothing..if i don't have you... "

I love Jejung's voice when singing this and also Junsu's voice.. only both of them sing this sentence...

^^

We will wait for U-->> TVXQ

After watched.. i felt so sad... Really wish them can faster come back..

And their words.. make me felt so touch... their friendship's bond was so strong...

6 years together... really... precious...

Junsu at Sydney..

wuahaha XD

慢慢的才知道

慢慢的才知道,太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己

慢慢的才知道,对自己好的人会随着时间的流逝越来越少

慢慢的才知道,一个人要自己对自己好,因为真正关心你的人很少,有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己照顾自己

慢慢的才知道,真心对一个人好不一定有回报,而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的

慢慢的才知道,很多东西是可遇而不可求的,很多东西只能拥有一次

慢慢的才知道,不要和别人争论什么,因为那是没有结果的,无论谁对谁错

慢慢的才知道,很多时候自己遇到不开心事,千万不要渴望别人同情,大多数人会采取冷漠回敬的。那样会更让人家看不起

慢慢的才知道,有很多东西是不属于你的,你使劲强求会遭天遣的

慢慢的才知道,未必做每件事情都有意义,可是做的每件事情都觉得是一件回忆

慢慢的才知道,人的性格可以差异到如此之大

慢慢的才知道,许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出,但请留住回忆。

慢慢的才知道,从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握的人,放弃你留不住的人,不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群人。

慢慢的才知道,自己一定在乎自己的自尊,但你的自尊在别人眼里根本不算什

慢慢的才知道,不管玩的多好的朋友都有可能失去,但是我们还是要乐观面对,若是真的把他(她)当作自己的朋友就应该为他 (她)祝福.遥望!只是做自己

29 July 2010

Morning world~

i had a bad dream yesterday night.. oh my~ so many insects appeared in my dream... ishh.. disgusting >.<

Hate insects...

I felt my holiday is going to end soon... i don't want it end so fast...

I seems like a lot of things not yet complete...

Assignments.. still on the way...

midterm.. just done studied for 2 chapters only...

Agrh!!

JYJ- 3hree Voices DVD yesterday had been released... i wanna it so badly... But, it really cost much... i can't even afford to buy it... and also because of there is no subtitle... @@

how am i going to understand what are they talking about?? haha....

poor Junsu~ haha...But he really funny with his english... =)

outing with Yen ling =)

wuahaha XD

my face looks funny~ =.=

Don't know why...

But, i did enjoy yesterday.. wuahaha... =)

We went "wong kok" to have our lunch~

Then, we watched 2.25 pm movie-- Chloe

It was funny when we tot we were watching 18SX movie... But, luckily it was not... haha

It's a story between husband and wife..

This story made me know that we should be honest to our partner.. ( not only partner, but also those you care)

We shouldn't hide anything from our partner.. because it will cause a lot of trouble, more and more misunderstand in the relationship and eventually it will make you two far apart...

Your partner would not know what you feel and think actually...

After watched the movie... we went to climb the St. Paul hill ( if i not mistaken the name =p)

haha... i hope i will meet Korean at that time...^^

But, no Korean... Zzzz

It is the first time i eat ice-kacang at PINK BERRY HOUSE...

hmm... i wondered was it because my stomach not afford to eat cold things or what...

After i ate... straight away unwell already... Sigh... =='''

Anyway, hope that next time i would got the chance to out with my course-mates again... =)

Nice Sleep for JUNSU

i love this photo much~ compared to his other photos...

this look like he really enjoy his sleep...

so sweet~~ ^^

Night World

Today was not a good day for me...

Hope that Tomorrow will be new and good day for me........

I wanna to delete those unhappy memories....

But, i still can't do it...

Maybe it need sometimes...

Hopefully the day will come soon........

Remember : There Is No Forever ... Nobody Will Treat You Sincerely, Except Family..

Going to sleep soon~~ tomorrow will out with my friend.. maybe only both of us.. but, i still look forward on the plan.. =) so happy~~ ^^

I Don't know

Today they went out... having a happy time together...

People asked me why don't i join with them?

The reason was because... i really don't know...

I just felt hurt... I just felt loneliness is better for me now.....

i don't know...

Why i will become like that??

I seems like sad alone... suffer alone..........

Shelter-- Rap

“My dear baby listen to the whistle

little missile whisper of fiscal

A theory of porno,oh no?

Waiting for so long, hold on

It belongs to no one

it ain`t discovery of love,one win or lose

There is no freekin love of own, that shit that ohh

I need your love In deed who knows?

Time goes so hand, don`t forget me?

Just forgive me How hard were we?

I know what that means , so stay with me

I`m sorry girl

One day we finally make one love truthfully”

finally i know what Micky Rap in shelter... ^^

so Nice~~

谢谢你

谢谢你让我上了一个宝贵的课。。。

让我学会了不要太容易相信任何一个人。。。

除了家人。。。

对，以前的我是不会那么的相信任何人。。

是你改变了我。。

让我觉得它是存在的。。

但，也是你让我心淡了。。

谢谢你。。

Down

I was so down for now..........

Tears rolling down again......

I need people to comfort me....

But, i don't know how to say out my feeling for now.........

Feel so sad........

Feel so regret...

=)

There have been some times i didn't update for my blog..

My exam was over.... but, i really disappointed with my own performance....

I study crazily for my Management subject..

Yet, i still made a lot of unacceptable mistakes...

Haiz... what's wrong with me??

By the way, i had missed a chance to meet with Korean students... Argh !! >.<

such a waste...

ishh...

i wanna know Korean.. I wanna be friend with Korean... hehehe...( because i really love Korea)

Hmm... my midterm break is going to start now...

However, there are a lot of things that i need to settle....

Assignments, slides, 2 more midterm paper and etc...

Oh God~~

Can i do it??

I wonder....

Recently love Lucifer this song... wuahaha

It melody is amazing... haha.. for me..=.=

Hope that i can complete my task within the period i had set... =)

Shelter

Shelter - Yuchun + Je Jung

Like the wind avoids the rain, I am watching you from my shelter
Even though my love for you overflows
Can I love you? Can I hold you?
I’m about to drown in my worries. I can’t forgive myself for hesitating.
I want to know why, I want to know why

–rap–

When we met my girl, I knew it would be like this
Do you feel me? The only one I’ve been looking for
I can’t breathe my word. My words turn into tears
Do you feel me? The sound of the rain that hits my heart
I always want to keep you smiling. I’m sorry that I made you sad
But please keep waiting
Don’t give up your love, stay by my side
I need your love, I need your love

–Rap–

If I reach out my hand, my girl, I’ll believe that you’ll be able to understand
Do you feel me? Even if there are wounds left
The place you are is my world. If you open the doors again
Do you feel me? I want to feel your sound

Some Friends Are Forever

Some Friends Are Forever

Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend:
someone who changes your life
by being a part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
someone who makes you believe
that there really is
good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.
This is forever friendship...

When you're down,
and the world seems dark and empty,
your forever friends lifts you up in spirit
and make that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.
Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times, the sad times,
and the confused times.
If you turn and walk across,
your forever friend follows.
If you lose your way,
your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that
everything is going to be okay.
And if you find such a friend,
you will feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry.
You have a forever friend for life,
and forever has no end.

~ Laurieann Kelly ~

Today

Today was my friend----->>> Lee Jo Yee's Birthday...

What a bIg day~~ woo hoo~~~

We all went to new JJ to celebrate with her... haha...

We all had dinner at Food & Tea there... hmm... the foods bit not that tasty...

And thanks to some of my friends-->> Jia Yan, Yen ling & Chee Teng( because told me to move my car to safety place and fetch me too) AND Lydiana( for accompany me to move my car.. even though her leg was injured...)

Really Thanks..Girl~~~ haha XD

Actually i really enjoyed the day before i heard something from my friend...

Who should i blame?? Nobody... It was my fault...

What for I asked others....

I spoil my own mood...

So disappointed..

until now........

Exam coming soon... I so stress man!!!!

Didn't Study much at all!!!

TVXQ

Friendship forever~~

haha~ why Max so pek cik face??

Emotional??

早知如此。。何必当初。。

实在是后悔。。 每个人都希望可以拿到它。。

而我。。偏偏拿到。。而错过。。

现在烦恼又有何用？？

希望。。上天可以庇佑我。。 我真的很需要它。。 拜托。。

I now really need people to listen my feeling..

But, there wasn't a people who is willing to do so anymore...

Noboody understand with my feeling now...

Everyone said i easy get into emo... or everyday down...

Actually.. there always be a reason to let me feel so..

I admit i easy to get hurt...

I admit i easy sad...

I too tired with myself now...

What should i do to curb with my problems?

i had tried many ways.. But, just realise.. I am failed.......

I have nothing

Share my life, take me for what I am

Coz I'll never change all my colors for you

Take my love, I'll never ask for too much

Just all that you are and everything that you do

I don't really need to look very much further

I don't want to have to go where you don't follow

I won't hold it back again, this passion inside

Can't run from myself

There's nowhere to hide

Well,don't make me close one more door

I don't wanna hurt anymore

Stay in my arms if you dare

Or must I imagine you there

Don't walk away from me...

I have nothing, nothing, nothing

If I don't have you, you, you, you, you, you...

You see through, right to the heart of me

You break down my walls with the strength of your love mmmmm...

I never knew love like I've known it with you

Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to

I don't really need to look very much further

I don't want to have to go where you don't follow

I won't hold it back again, this passion inside

I Can't run from myself

There's nowhere to hide

Your love I'll remember, forever

Don't make me close one more door

I don't wanna hurt anymore

Stay in my arms if you dare

Or must I imagine you there

Don't walk away from me...

I have nothing, nothing, nothing...

Well,don't make me close one more door

I don't wanna hurt anymore

Stay in my arms if you dare

Or must I imagine you there

Don't walk away from me no...

Don't walk away from me

Don't you dare walk away from me

I have nothing, nothing, nothing

If I don't have you, you

ooohhh,ooooh

if i don't have you,oohh...

wuahaha...he is damn cute~

Boring =(

hmm... in class now.. feel quite boring... haizz... alone in the class... waiting other friends to come in... i'm stranger in the class now.. wuahaha XD

So many days we didn't contact already... what do U feel right now??? feel so happy?? without my disturbance?? Haiz... Honestly, I really don't want this to be happened...

I Miss U

My mood now is weird...

I still will miss U...

Although U had made me sad....

My friend... Do U know that i really sad???

Don't U know i recently keep on crying???

Don’t Cry My Lover

Don’t Cry My Lover

Am I finally alright now? This is what they ask me,

I look so pained, my tears seep through my two hands.

When the tears that blind my eyes fall, I can see you clearly,

My love, don’t cry. I don’t know if I should take you away with me.

You still hold on to so many memories.

*chorus*

I close my eyes for a moment, I still love you so. I should give up, but I can’t let you go.

You taught me how to love. Now, how can I forget you?

Again, I’m drunk today. I call you but you don’t pick up. Again, I cry.

What did we say? Still those tedious words. I can’t even say the words ‘I’m sorry’.

What I have become, I cannot grasp the dream that is now distant.

*repeat*

The love that you have been waiting for, I cannot have.

The promise that we made, to shed our tears together…I can see them now

Hospitalize

Hmm... today morning i went hospital with my mum to check my gastric ..

wait for the doctor 2 hours... finally my turn.. i so nervous when i stepped in the consultation room... Oh my~ the Doctor Francis was so friendly... he asked me about my health... n check for me... and he said: Actually you didn't have a serious problem.. But, it u continue to force yourself to Da E... u will in a serious trouble...

tak sampai 5 minutes....

i out from the room...

And still need to wait for about 15 minutes to take my medicine~~

the nurse told me: su phin, your medicine will be quite expensive...

i whispered in my heart : don't frighten me leh... Oh my God...

Really OMG... It was rm215 @@

i get a shocked..... haizzz...

But, never mind... as long as it proved my health didn't in serious problem... =)

Thanks

I not sure should i be happy or sad...

it was so complicated...

confuse confuse...

when i ask you why...

you said: is it we need always sms or what?? i'm not live in easy life like you"

haha... this word...

easy life?? i wonder am i always that free in your eyes??

i put down my things just wanna accompany you last time...

and now... that is the answer you gave me...

It seems like slap my face and seems like a knife stabbed into my heart...

and I had told myself... i won't put too much feeling in everything dy....

Distance is Beauty~~ finally i understand it....

i had learnt a lesson... thanks...

You are the best

will always support him~~ ^^

no matter is song or personally... haha~~

You are the best~~

Outing with friend~~~ ^^

haha...yesterday went out with my friends~~ haha..damn enjoy the day...

i wanna keep all the happy memories with my friends-- Jo yee, Yen ling, Jia Yan, and chee teng~ ^^

we still have 4 years to be together~~ wuahaha~~

Cute ~

wah..this was so cute~~ ahahaha...

i wish myself to have a nice day today........=)

=)

love them much~~ lotte duty free~~~

伤心的感觉

那个伤心的感觉又来了。。。

很不想有感觉。。。

只会让我心疼。。。难过。。。

不想再想了。。。

但，我不能控制我自己。。。

Today

wah...today 1st time went to Ixora~~ haha... feel the place vry comfortable,.. maybe is in d room ba... no mix with others.... just feel so freedom...

recently feel sad... until now also....

But, i have to accept the faith...

What had changed was changed already....

I still will treat her my best friend forever... in my heart... deep inside....

JYJ take care~

俊秀因为录制日程忙碌的工作着，结果疲劳过度持续高烧。刚开始，大家没有想太多因为俊秀的症状就像一般的感冒，但是过了一段时间，俊秀的情况恶化然后被送到了急诊室。在接受了紧急治疗跟注射之后他情况已经稳定。这个（他们的）同事说，“西亚俊秀，跟另外两个成员一起在美国录制专辑，他们把压力都倾注到了录音中。想到过了这么长时间要见到他们的fans他们变得非常渴望（贪心），不断地不休息地一直唱，现在他们的身体开始出现过度疲劳地信号”

三名成员，包括西亚俊秀，被Park Yong Ha去世的消息严重地打击。这个（他们的）同事说，“英雄在中是Park Yong Ha很亲近的朋友，所以这个消息给了他非常大的精神打击，他一段时间甚至都没有办法讲话。三名成员都变得越来越身心交瘁，周围的staff劝他们休息的时候他们还是专注在录音上面，结果他们健康恶化以至于进了急诊室”

take care JYJ...

Don't sick~~ =(

junsu~~

oh my God~~ love his attire~~ haha ^^

Whatever

i totally disappointed with you!!!

this is d last chance dy...

u r the one let me to be cruel to do this decision... FINE!!!

Whatever!!!

I Hate U

I Hate U...

I don't want to feel so...

But, You're the one who make me feel that...

I won't put any hope on You anymore!!

Just end it...

This kind of friend... I should't be sad......