Emo... down....

So sad now...

honestly i wish them to win..

But, the fact now was... they were lose...

Superjunior get no1...

I don't know how well SJ sing and performed..

For me... only TVXQ is really a best singer boy group...

The way they sing...while dancing... didn't lose their voices...

i really admired them...

many people ask me

Why You Love Them?? You even cant understand what they are singing... Because of their outlook??

No!! it wasn't like that.. i really admire their voices.. admire how they being friend together...how they take care each other.. how the leader protect his members.. all these..really made me admire them for so many years...

And..

Because of them.. I more and more close with one of my friend... because of them..we became close friend( although now no more)

But, i still have many memorable memories in my mind now...

And when i was in sad... I feel comfy after heard their songs...

Tears roll down.. why?? i also don't know..

maybe was because period pain... and all my effort was gone...

Effort for being get JPA.. effort to get good result... effort for vote for them... haizz...

I know that JPA was not the only scholarship i can apply... was not the only door for me...

I still have many alternative doors.. but, i won't be that lucky in my life..

today..really down for me........

White Lie??

I'm now so aimless... haizz...

Don't want study for this moments...

Damn BORED!!!!

Realize something that was ridiculous..

Is it considered as a white lie??

For me... It wasn't a white lie...

But, it was because you not dare to face me...

It was so funny... haha...

Since when we became like that??

It's fine for me now...

So sad today... I hate myself... really...

feel that..i can't do anything already....

Nobody will understand my feeling now......

Seoul Garden

Today... outing with my friends again~ woo hoo~ but this time was Jo yee drove us to MP~ haha... so excited~ ^^ The purpose we went out was because wanna celebrate my friend 's birthday... haha~

I can't believed that i had ate a lot of foods... 5 of us.. ate about 15 plates of foods--variety favor of chickens, fish, octopus, vegetables, fishballs, and etc.. and i had ate 3 cups of ice-cream and drank 3 glass of drinks.. We had spent 3 hours at there... Unbelievable~ haha..

The most important thing was... i heard a lot TVXQ's songs~ Oh My God... made me so excited... haha... ^^

Promise

Haha... hmm... I felt that i had change a lot... I had to thank someone.. Because of that person, I became more independent... Not like last time... I tell myself.. I won't be sad easily..

Ya, i admit that i still will sad or no mood..but, it become less and less...

I promise myself.. ^^

Please~

I starting to feel the STRESS already...

I really scare my result will drop... T_T

I have a strong feel that my midterm for the other 3 papers will be worse...

Please God... Please...do let me achieve the target i want...Please...

I won't be that greedy, God... Please do bless me... Thanks

A Nation

ishh >.<
i wanna watch it so badly~~~ really~~
i waited for about 4 hours~~~ but, still didn't saw them--- JYJ
damn disappointed~~

Tired Day

Just back from campus... damn tired... today seems is not a good day for me...

I learnt a lesson today that is do not passed up assignments last minute and must check it carefully before pass up..

Spend many time with my friend at school..

Luckily we make it..Everything going well..

But now.. stomach unwell again...

It's back again!

>.<

i most hate... gastric !!! haizz...

feel wanna vomit...

maybe too rush today...

calm down~ calm down~

Survey "The person in the group with better vocal abilities" Results.

Oh my God~~ Junsu get the most votes~~ Yes!! so happy~~ ^^

His voice really amazing~ ( although i dun understand his language xD)

Fighting~ i'm waiting for his more and more songs~~ hopefully he will compose a lot of good songs~ ^^

I'm looking toward it~~

16 August 2010

Today i had laughed a lot... haha... xD

i also don't know why... fooling with friends...

But, don't know laugh for what reason... hehe ^^

Tomorrow i will have 10 am class... until 6 pm.. hmm...sure will be very tired... T_T

And i'm tiring now... Zzz

wanna sleep soon lo~~

Wish myself will have a sweet sweet dream and nice sleep... and please do not rain at the midnight.. as it cause a lot trouble to me.. please~~

Night~ ♥ ♥

Weird feeling now

Listening to For U.. replay and replay again... this song was so nice...

But, why...

Suddenly my mood was so weird... not feeling down... but, maybe is totally disappointed already...

I tot i can put down...

But, actually i can't...

when others mention it..

It make me remember...

the pain in my heart...

deep inside...

never let others treat me so before...

this is the first time i felt so hurt because of friend... really hurt...

I promise myself..it was first time and the last time i will let others treat me so...

Someone ask me: don't you feel sad??

But, although i sad... nobody will know too... just don't want show it...

Impossible won't sad... impossible.. because the wound was in my heart already... forever...

So, don't ever ask me don't i will feel sad or not... because you are not me...

Midterm+ final

All the midterm papers already passed..

I so happy... but at the same time.. i start to worry already...

why?? Because...my final exam wanna come soon... Zzzzzzzzzzzz

Still got another one month for me to prepare all 5 subjects...

Oh MY God!!

My worry towards academic will never end...

This feeling will go on and on and on for another 4 years...

i suppose enjoy my study life...

i should!! haha XD

Random~

Love the way they play together~

Don't cry~ yuchun~~

1,2,3~ let's dance~

Friendship

若两个人因竞争而反目成仇，互相利用，互相陷害，那么他们二人绝对不是朋友，存在的也不是真正的友谊。

　　如果因竞争而失去了友谊，那么他所失去的远比得到的多。

　　朋友间友谊的见证，可以使竞争减小压力，可以使竞争降低难度，可以使竞争者增强信心。

　　面对竞争，朋友之间并肩作战，其利无穷。

　　竞争是残酷的，而友谊是温暖的。 一切冰遇热会消逝，一切严冰遇阳光总会融化。

　　竞争的风帆在友情的海洋里，可以乘风破浪，奔至彼岸。 而风帆失去了海洋，无法航行；海洋失去了一只风帆，依旧会有其他帆船。

　　竞争是短暂的，而友谊却可以长久。 长久的友谊，可以暖人长久；而短暂的竞争，除了短暂的胜利喜悦，就是"恼人"的失败体验，无法暖心，却可能寒心。但是，并不是只要友谊不要竞争。

i'm agree that friendship is very important in our life... nobody can live in his own island.. nobody can be alone...

Everybody need support, advises and motivation from friends...

today night

The weird feeling is coming back now...

I really don't know how to explain about it, even myself also don't know...

When i read back those letter... i felt you really treat me good..

But, it wasn't stay long...

That is what i facing now...

How can a person be changed in a short period?

i wonder...

I always convince myself by telling myself " It's ok, just let it be.."

"Maybe after sometime, it's will be alright"

"I sure can get through this"

Haha.. But, honestly, it is hard for me...

I'm the stubborn kind of person..

i admit..

I remembered that you had said that you will always beside me when i need help...

Hey friend, don't you remember that??

I gonna exam soon... i feel that every week i seems like having exam..

this drive me crazy...

Damn tired with all these stuff...

Statistic statistic statistic...

oh please~ let me get a good mark in this paper...

i really no confident with statistic..

Moody

haizz...

my friend no mood.. i also suddenly no mood because of something...

i very vexing with the attitude...

what kind a person u are??

I also wish to go to jonker street today..

it have been long time i didn't go there with friends..

it will be fun if go with a group of friends... haha...

eat, fooling around, chat, drinks and more and more...

i wish the day will come very soon..

and

Please~ Do Not Rain When We Wanna Go Jonker Street

haha..

Songs

Stand By U

Look At The Sunset

Xiahtic

Don't Say Goodbye

Don't Cry My Lover

Mirotic

Asuwa Kuru Kara

Tonight

Kimiga Ireba

Tea For Two

Tokiwotomete

All this songs.. i really like it much.........

Really..

Those songs make me feel calm...

I still remember that I started close with you was because of TVXQ..

TVXQ's songs

TVXQ's concert

TVXQ's news

All about them...

Slowly and slowly...

we became so close..

But, those time won't come back anymore..

You are not stand by me anymore...

All my feeling.. I didn't tell you anymore...

Sometimes, i will feel sad...

because last time i had anything will tell you...

But, now, i didn't have the courages to tell you...

I scare of your coldness...

I scare of your ignorance to me...

I sad because of these...

memorable day

so so so happy today~~ hehe...

from 11 am started car to campus... 12 pm class for the economic class...then, 1pm went DP..

Had Lunch at MCD~~ woo hoo~~ long time didn't eat~ so nice~~

HOT CHICKEN ^^

we took a lot of photos too~ =) thanks for chee teng~

Watch movie~ so funny.. although it very fei~ Zzzzzzz

haha... keep on laughed~~

After night class, we had our drink at Mori~ ^^

oh my~ this was my first time drink tea at there~ haha..

so crowded.. hmm..

talk about ghost stories~ shoot each others.. haha..happy~

Chee Teng busy took photos... haha... Jo Yee became her model already...

Oh my~ haha...

In conclusion, I really had enjoyed my day with all my friends...Jo Yee, Chee Teng. Yen ling and Jia yan~ thanks~

Memorable day for me... ^^

Maybe

This few days.. second times had that dream again..

Different location.. different surrounding...

But, same situation...

I cried in the dream... but when woke up.. tears really rolled out too........

I shouldn't like that.. but.. why.. i still like that..

maybe.. i still need sometime...

^^

haha..love this photo much..

thanks to our photographer-- chee teng

thanks to funny girl-- jia yan...

woo hoo~

I just found that i no longer know about you...

Today heard your recent pattern and the attire you wear now...

I just felt that... we really not like last time anymore..

Last time whatever things you will share with me.. tell me...

This time.. i have to know from others...

This made me feel sad and pain in my heart... unconsciously..

cried sometimes...

I think back last time.. we are so close...

everything can share.. everything can share to each other...

i have any problems.. i also will tell you...

Now.. no longer like that anymore..

All were gone...

Should my sadness go away too?

Chingu.. I don't know what can i do some more...

TTBBCC FRIEND this word....... i will remember forever.....

Get a shocked

oh my God... just now nearly hit lorry... so scary..

I get a shocked at the moment.. what was i thinking just now..

hiaz...

feel sad...

don't know why.. just feel what i had did..all were like nonsense..

cold surrounding just make me feel that i am lonely....

Jung Yunho ♥

oh my~~ he so awesome... =)