君がいれば

Even if I have a glamorous life, just as I’ve seen in the movies years ago

Everyone is alone, when we have nothing on

We will again have somebody to love

Cause I love we held our hands together

We would have gone anywhere

If you are by my side, if we are together

I can be my true self

Even when the playful and carefree days are gone

Please stay by my side

Nowhere else to go, we got on the bus

Without words, you kissed me

Laughing together in an unknown town all night

I will again, have a dream with you

There’s the love, the words which we exchanged

Believing that they would not change forever

If you are by my side, if we are together

I can be my true self

Even when the playful and carefree days are gone

Please stay by my side

My dream I selected, just being myself

Bruised again someone’s heart

If you really love me, the way I am

I will be able to dream the future

My true heart is about to fall to pieces, I want you to love the true myself

I do not want anything else, that is my true feelings

Please stay by my side

If you are by my side, if we are together

I can be my true self

Even when the playful and carefree days are gone

Please stay by my side

Please always stay by my side

Not only for love... but also for friendship...

现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜……
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。 那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的对你好了……
因为那时的我，已经将你放低……
原来，放低一个人，最后是被对方逼出来的

傻孩子．
别哭． 别再哭．
不值得． 真的． 不值得了．
把过去尘封吧． 别委屈． 别不甘心． 别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧． 去遇见新的风景． 新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧． 有很多事． 等待着你完成呢．

孩子．
忘了吧． 所有你留恋的． 你回忆的． 你拥有过的．
那些． 都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的． 是无法面对．
傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放弃． 是因为你付出过．
付出了． 她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避． 刻意忘记． 那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子． 寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
那里． 有你的理想．

Useless!!!

Haiz

I'm such a useless person!!

Stop crying!!

Cry couldn't help anything at all...

Already in bad mood...

can i just give up??

i'm tired with all this nonsense things already...

heart... feel...pain

my friend said " u r afraid to lose ur best friend, thats why u always keep ur best to maintain the friendship"

she was right...

i really scare to lose my best best friend....

her coldness... =( really make my heart feel pain...

maybe.. i should let it go... don't too stubborn..

We All Now Have Different Live AND Path... We Can't Be like Those Time.. We walk Different ways...

Wish your life without me this friend will be good..

I'm sure that u can find another Best friend than me....

悲しみのゆくえ by XIAH junsu

Oshiete kurenaika kokoroha mada sukuerukana
I want to know if our souls can still be saved

Kienai ashiatowo nokosuyouni tokiwo kakechigau
Leaving our lasting marks, we are drifting apart as time ticks away


Aiwo hakari daremo kurushimanai yumenara iinoni
Feeling the weight of love, if it is just a dream where everyone will not suffer


Kanashimiyo nakanaide nanimo mienakutemo
Sadness, please do not weep, even though we can see almost nothing

Omoideha sobaniaru eienowo umete
The memories are by our side, forever and ever

Shiawaseha owaruyori kawaruhouga bokuniha samishii
For me, happiness changing is more lonely, than happiness coming to an end

Kotobaga tookutemo omoiga tada tsunagarunara
Even if our words are far away, if we feel connected

Bokurawo hedateteru kizuha ieru imaha kanawanai
Our wounds will heal, though it will not be granted for now

Ano egao murini hikisaku ame itsumade tsuduku
How long are the rainy days, that tear apart our smiles?

Kanashimiyo nakanaide nukumoriha sattemo
Sadness, please do not weep, even though the warmth has gone

Itsudatte sobaniiru kogarashiwo sakete
I will be at your side, avoiding the cold blasts

Nemurezuni fureta tega maboroshi demo bokuniha yasashii
Even if I touch a phantom hand on a sleepless night, I will feel tenderness

Taisetsuna mono hitotsudake mamoreru chikaraga hoshii
I want the strength to protect my only one jewel

Kodokuno imini kotaeru itaminara ukeireruyo
Battling loneliness, I will live with aches and pains


Kanashimiyo nakanaide nanimo mienakutemo
Sadness, please do not weep, even though we can see almost nothing


Omoideha sobaniaru eienwo umete
The memories are by our side, forever and ever


Shiawaseha owaruyori kawaruhouga bokuniha samishii
For me, happiness changing is more lonely, than happiness coming to an end

My Best Friend

suddenly miss my dearest friend-- khem myi..

i don't know why n when we r starting so cold... far away....

i really sad...

she is the only friend that i most most care...( not mean that i didn't care others)

but, why?? why she treat me so??

am i did something wrong??

or she really have her new friends already, then, not close with me....

i so sad...

this friendship i thought is true friendship...

but, it seems like i was wrong....

i want our friendship like last time..... can???

=(

我有一个很好很好的朋友，以前是无话不说的，好象有说不完的话题，但最近觉得我们之间

的话越来越少了，之间也有点冷淡了，但我真的不想放弃这段友谊，我该怎么办？

although this was other people post it on baidu to ask for opinion...

but, it was my question too...

i really don't know how to solve and face the problem...

i felt sad...

last time we two very close... do everything together... chat together..

but, now no more.. it was gone..

whatever i do... it seems nothing for my best friend...

this made my heart feel more pain...

last time we always message each other..

but, now...i'm like a fool...

wait n wait for her reply...

i wanna be best friend forever and ever...

is it possible??

i had change my blog address.. to not let other to know what i will write for my blog..

i really sad...

many people said.. just let it be...

don't too care of friendship..

because it will hurt myself...

i now believe this sentence already...

is it have a long lasting friendship??

if got, would it happen in my case??

i wonder....