Monday, May 31, 2010

Miracle please be with me

i love to write blog actually...just last time didn't have much time to write out my feeling...really didn't have time. Everyday, busy with assignment, assignment and assignment..
But, i found that holiday actually is damn boring...DAMN BORING!!
everyday online..surf entertainment news.. facebook.. TVXQ's songs..watching drama..
1 week holidays already passed..still got about 1 week..
i suppose enjoy the days without assignment, without stress, without lecturers life...
but, why i still feel bored??
Just now i check my result to see whether my result release already or not.. my heart really beat very very fast.. Oh God!! please bless me...i really wish to get 1st class..the GPA don't drop..please~~ =( i really put much effort...what i hope was 3.78..don't ever drop...i told myself..
i feel the stress...really..
i don't want to loose.. i already made a wrong decision before...i wanna get the chance back..
Although i can't regret with what decision that i had made.. But, at least i should maintain my result ..this what i had told myself..what i had promise myself..
Really hope i can make it!!
Miracle please beside me......


Saturday, May 29, 2010

杯子和水的爱情

你有时是不是这样,当一切转淡的时候就想到放弃,到最后才知道原来自已一直寻寻觅觅的已经在身边,但是,放弃了,就再没有机会再拥有……

杯子:“我寂寞,我需要水,给我一点水吧”

主人:“好吧,拥有了想要的水,你就不寂寞了吗?”

杯子:“应该是吧。”

主人把开水倒进了杯子里。

水很热,杯子感到自已快被融化了。杯子想,这就是爱情的力量吧。

水变温了,杯子感到很舒服。杯子想,这就是生活的感觉吧

水变凉了,杯子害怕了,怕什么他也不知道。杯子想,就是失去的滋味吧。

水凉透了,杯子绝望了。杯子想,这就是缘份的“杰作”吧

杯子:“主人,快把水倒出来,我不需要了。”

主人不在。杯子感到自已压抑死了,可恶的水,凉凉的,放在心里,感觉好难过。

杯子奋力一晃,水终于走出了杯子的心里,杯子好开心。突然,杯子掉在地上。

杯子碎了,临死前,看见了它心里的每一个地方都有水的痕迹。它才知道,它爱水,它是如此的爱水,可是,它再也无法把水完整的放在心里了。

杯子哭了,它的眼泪和水溶在一起,奢望着能用最后的力量再去爱水一次。

仔细去想~~爱情~~其实长着一样的模样~~~

有时候失望也是一种幸福

失望,有时候也是一种幸福,因为有所期待所以才会失望。
因为有爱,才会有期待,所以纵使失望,也是一种幸福,虽然这种幸福有点痛。

世上最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远, 互不相识, 忽然有一天, 他们相识, 相爱, 距离变得很近。

然后有一天,不再相爱了, 本来很近的两个人, 变得很远, 甚至比以前更远。
爱情使人忘记时间,时间也使人忘记爱情。

孤单不是与生俱来,而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。

i really agree man...

Friday, May 28, 2010



i wanna give up...can????
do u understand me???no??
i'm tired because your ignoring...because of your coldness...
what for i do a lot of things because of you??
what for i crying now?
what for............

Share makes joy double and sorrow half

Share makes joy double and sorrow half
this word maybe true for some friendship...
but...
slowly...i not trust it anymore......
haha...why i still hope we will be like last time??
haha...why i still hope you will reply my message??
haha...why i still so care about it??
so disappointed now....
why i care someone but at the end i will feel that what i did for the person, the person won't appreciate it...

Thursday, May 27, 2010

heart break

i feel myself very foolish...
totally like a fool..
why i so care ?? why i so sad?? why i so worry??
i wanna back to basic...
i don't want so sad anymore...
really gave up...
don't want put too much hope in it already...
wanna tell someone...but nobody to tell...and also didn't know how to express my feeling out...
tears roll down...feel heart break...
from the day i knew you..i really care about you...do everything also think about you first...because i really treat you as my family member...really...
do every single decision also will think about you...
but..now...i feel it's not necessary for me to do so...
am i like a fool?? am i??
don't you know i had do many many things just because of you??
even the most important decision..
it's time to let me wake up...
i have to tell myself "u can do it!!"
"don't let others influence your thinking..."


i had learnt something.. Don't too easily to put all your heart to someone or in a relationship...should have a distance...
got people said :" Distance is A Beauty"
i'm totally agree...
if there is a distance between us..maybe you will more appreciate it..
you just will realize that it is so precious........

gonna make myself to stop from crying..
clear up your mind......

我的泪不让你看到

我不是傻女孩,但我知道我的行为真的傻透了,你的一滴泪水,换走了我全部的爱,换走了我所有的所有,只留下一颗冰冷的心给我……即使再难过,我的泪不会让你看到!

MiDoyO (i believe)

很不舍得他们解散。。已经习惯他们一体那么的多年了。。
不是说过请相信你们吗??
不是说过还会有 season 4 吗?
不是说过会再次在舞台上为仙后表演的吗?
很想再次看见你们站在舞台上。。唱着那些动听的歌。。
stand by U..Forever Love..Doushite.. Love in the Ice..
很想很想。。
这么多年来是你们的歌陪伴我。。。
在我难过时,压力时,紧张时,无助时, 是你们的歌让我轻松下来。。

回来吧。。。
我相信。。。
我从来没有想过是否值得去对待一个人或者是做一件事。。但,最近时常会告诉自己 “这是不值得的” 。。为什么?? 开始觉得自己所做的一切太不值得了。。。
很不喜欢人家无视于我。。但是,我不能控制别人的想法。。
为什么每当我开始放开时,总是给我希望??

XIAH junsu在单曲「XIAH」中想表现的是?



^^
Xiah Junsu Hwaiting~~


XIAH junsu在单曲「XIAH」中想表现的是?

表现出了男人在性感中带有的哀伤气息
「这首曲子,在作曲阶段的时候就浮现了副歌部份的舞蹈,照著那种感觉做了下去,还是想让大家看见舞蹈呢。不是很激烈的气氛,而是稍为有些压抑的感觉,我觉得整体来说是很时尚的。」
「这首曲子,在作曲阶段的时候就浮现了副歌部份的舞蹈,照著那种感觉做了下去,还是想让大家看见舞蹈呢。不是很激烈的气氛,而是稍为有些压抑的感觉,我觉得整体来说是很时尚的。」

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

INTOXICATION by Xiah Junsu




Intoxication~~ ^^
nice dance =p


Intoxication by Xiah Junsu

I make you shiver a little
By overlapping our skin, it’s foreplay
What my fingertips have found is

deep inside deep inside deep inside crazy

Touch you baby Again and again

I’ll squeeze you baby
Let me feel your madness
Stroke your light, girl
I’ll go crazy oh~

Tell me what you want
Let me, do you want me?
You say baby now
I know that you want me oh no

I want to make you say it baby now

Kiss and touch me
Taste and touch me baby

Eat you apart make love

I can touch me
Killing touch me baby

That is intoxication
We start with our fingers, then even our bodies tangle
I keep looking for the secret syrup

Below the soft moonlight that’s not turned off
I’m about to come because of your wavering voice

beautiful

Tell me what you want
Tell me, do you want me
You say, baby now
I know that you want me

It’s about to overflow baby now
Kiss and touch me
Taste and touch me baby

Like I want to make love
I can touch me
Killing touch me baby

That is intoxication
Kiss and touch me
Taste and touch me baby
Don’t tease me making love

I can touch me
Killing touch me baby
You fall in intoxication

Using a way of communicating without words
You’re making me go crazy
More, more until I get swallowed completely

Tell me what you want
Tell me, do you want me
Just say, baby now
I know that you want me

I want to make you say it baby now

Tell me what you want
Tell me do you want—

Monday, May 24, 2010

Kim Jun Su ^^

Xiah Junsu ^^ recently addicted with this cute guy ^^
He is so cute and awesome in singing and also dancing...












My family

So happy that last 2 weeks before my final exam i went out with my family..=)
Whole family seldom can out together.. Thus, i really appreciate it..














my dad and my brother






my mum and dad

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Save The Best For Last

Save The Best For Last

Vanessa Williams

Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes around the moon
I see the passion in your eyes
Sometimes it's all a big surprise
Cause there was a time when all I did was wish
You'd tell me this was love
It's not the way I hoped or how I planed
Somehow it's enough
And now we are standing face to face
Isn't this world a crazy place
Just when I thought that chance had passed
You go and save the best for last
All of the nights you came to me
When some silly girl had set you free
You wonder how you make it through
I wonder what was wrong with you
Cause how could you give your love to some one else
And share your dreams with me
Sometimes the very thing you are looking for
Is the one thing you can't see
But now we are standing face to face
Here isn't the world a crazy palce
Just when I thought that chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

Sometimes the very thing you are looking for
Is the one thing you can't see
Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes around the moon
Just when I thought that chance had passed
You go and save the best for last
You went and save the best for last
You went and save the best for last
人生在世,不能没有朋友。在所有朋友中,不能缺了最重要的一个,那就是自己。缺了这个朋友,一个人即使朋友遍天下,也只是表面的热闹而已,实际上他是很空虚的

i'm totally agree with this...=)

=(



Me & Khem Myi


yesterday went out with my friend...Khem Myi..went to stone grill had our dinner..this was my first time had dinner at there..hmm..Stone Grill wasn't that perfect that i expect..=) but i did enjoyed it..
Today..they went to Genting already..i really hope i can go..but..impossible..=(
so disappointed..3 days 2 night so enjoy..However, i still wish them can enjoy it..


I really Love my Winnie the Pooh~~~
for me it was so precious ^^

This my pooh

Saturday, May 22, 2010

BYe my FOundation Year

Finally...my foundation year was over... Bye bye my precious foundation year ~~ 2 weeks holidays not consider long for everyone...
IT WAS NOT ENOUGH!!!
Oh My...But what can i do??? @@ isshhh...
my friends...will go to genting soon...haizzz...my parents were not allowed me to join...So Frustrated...


Don't know how was my results?? hopefully it won't be that sucksss... T^T

Jung Yunho ♥ ♥





Oh mY...nice photo~~
i'm loving it~ ^^