有个预感。。

我会去不成演唱会啊啊

唉~

Sunday Family Outing~

今天和爸爸妈妈出去了~~

去麻坡的南海观音庙拜拜~

真的很庄严...善男信女们都诚心膜拜...(包括我在内 ^^)

CAN YOU HEAR ME?

Can you hear me

Like the sun that shines outside your window

I will be with you wherever you go

Through the night you’ll feel my heart still beating next to yours

Right by your side, forever I will stay

Till the morning comes. my prayers will speak the truth

Like the whisper on the wind, my voice will call to you

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

‘cross the distance, words take flight,

Carried on the wings iof angels,

are the promises that we both make tonight

I am yours

Just believe that I will be here always

that our love will last the rest of our days

‘cross the miles, I’ll reach for you

And in my dreams, your memory will be strong

all through the darkest hours

I will keep you close and when that’s not enough

Even though we’re far apart, angels will lift us up

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

‘cross the distance, words take flight

carried on the wings of angels

are the promises that we both make tonight

I am yours and you are mine

Can you hear me

can you hear me

Yes we are one

Forvever

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

‘cross the distance, words take flight

carried on the wings of angels

are the promises that we had make tonight

Can you hear me

Can you hear me

This musical will be a very touching musical...

the love....the distance...

CROSS THE DISTANCE, WORDS TAKE FLIGHT

Tears Of Heaven..

지금

엄마...죄송합니다

나..불행한...

haha~~ my friends~~~ ^^

a happy day~

a happy outing~~ ^^

我从来都不会对我自己说我自己尽力了。。在什么方面都好。。

对，那老师说得对。。当你认为你是尽力了。。那你的水准永远只会那样，不会再有进步的空间。。所以以前朋友们都说我不会满足。。这是因为我觉得我可以拿的不只是这样。。有可能是因为我不够努力。。付出的不比别人多。。

为什么人家可以做到，而我却不能？

虽然我嘴说没关系。。但是我会怪自己。。不会怪别人。。也有老师这么说过我。。我真的觉得Mr. Michael 挺了解我的。。 他会知道我为什么会那么紧张。。为什么我会这样。。为什么我那样~不用我说。。只有这老师真的了解我。。虽然他爱讲黄色笑话或废话~但是他对我说的东西都是有道理。。

我后悔的事太多了。。

遗憾的事也很多。。。

不管怎样，我的路还是要走下去，因为，是我自己选的。。

答应自己。。必须保持着。。至少。。

Nothing Had A Dream Come True

Oooh-oooh

Everybody's got something

They had to leave behind

One regret from yesterday

That just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering

(Or wondering)

How it could be now or might have been

(Or might have been)

All this I know but still I can't find ways

To let you go

I never had a dream come true

'Til the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you yeah

Somewhere in my memory

I've lost all sense of time (ah-ha ha-ha)

And tommorow can never be

'Cos yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering

(Wondering)

How it should be now or might have been

(Or might have been)

All this I know but still I can't find ways

To let you go

I never had a dream come true

'Til the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head

Yes you will say you will

You know you will oh baby

You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget

It's no use looking back or wondering

(Or wondering)

Because love is a strange and funny thing

(And funny thing)

No matter how I try and try

I just can't say goodbye no no no no

I never had a dream come true

'Til the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

(Never found the words to say) to say

You're the one I think about each day (each day)

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be

A part of me will always be with you ooh

曾经..我都是笨蛋

哈哈~这些~我都有做过~

一个人玩~一个人笑~一个人瞒足~

16，17 岁

回想着16，17 岁的我是什么样。。

16，17岁。。

对，就是把我所有的时间奉献给我的学业。。那时候的我，为学业打拼，为自己的目标前进。。根本没有悠闲的时间。。星期一至五，上课。上完课，做功课和去补习。。到了晚上，还是为功课忙。。星期六和星期日也是补习。。全部时间都是书。。书。。。还是书。。

那时候的我真的很压力。。很压力。。会时常睡不好~担心这~担心那~

回想，朋友们看见我那样。。都会劝我。。有几个还写信给我( 祖仪和馨蕊）。。哈哈。。我还收到现在。。都会都会很感动。。有这些朋友，我真的太幸福了。。常常听见老师和父母对我们的期望。。常常看见我其他的朋友拼得模样。。让我觉得自己不能松懈下来。。

压力是我的动力。。它是我一直以来不肯懒惰的来源。。最后，我的付出是值得的。。我考到了自己都不肯相信的成绩。。泪流了出来。。那流出来泪，是开心，是为自己所付出的。。

16，17岁。。

每天在学校和朋友嘻嘻哈哈。。谈关于神起们的是。。唱着他们的歌。。当老师在班上说到：“ step by step, on and on"　我都会和朋友们对望眼神。。然后。。就小声地哼~ ：my love for you goes on and on~~~哈哈~真的很怀念啊~我的少年回忆。。

以前时常和朋友传简讯。。互相鼓励。。互相诉苦。。最记得，当我有一次高级数学拿到不好的成绩。。我哭了出来。。朋友竟然陪我躲在厕所~呵呵~难为你了祖仪。。哈哈~祖仪呢～刚开始不熟～但是，我一直找话题。。说关于神起的点点滴滴～慢慢的～哈哈～她～～～成为仙后了～呵呵～

馨蕊呢~就时常陪我唱歌~说神起~最爱唱love in the ice~ teng teng 呢~就不能忍受我和馨蕊那疯狂的举动~呵呵~我们时常唱summer dream 给祖仪听~对馨蕊，我很感激也觉得抱歉～没什么为她做过什么。。我最记得你说过的话：“让我来溶化你那冷却的心，你还有我和祖仪”　谢谢你～馨蕊。。在我不如意的时候～你时常陪我说话。。

michelle 呢~也不能忍受我～哈哈～无言啊～michelle~ 很想念你~常常为我翻译~教我英文~谢谢你~！！ ^^ 你应该对我很无奈吧？对我这不守校规的人~头疼吧？呵呵~

ah pek~这人~太好笑了~时常帮我~在学业上和其他~都帮了我不少~一起补习~一起讲废话~一起从九楼走到三宝井路补习~一起在图书馆当值~ 好开心的日子啊～现在的我们变得陌生了。。没什么话题了。。唉。。

16,17岁。。

是我最无忧无虑的时候。。虽然有很大的压力。。但是。我过的很开心。。没那么多是让我伤心，让我烦。。 与朋友们的距离越来越远了。。曾经，有人告诉我：“小时候的友情是脆弱的。。中学的友情是长久的， 所以我们的友情会长久。。”但是，这好像不是真的。。 当中发生了一些我都不明白的事。。不过，都算了。。

虽然我们都长大了。。再也不是16，17岁的我们。。

每个人都有不同的想法。。不同的目标。。不同的人生。。

但是，请不要忘记我们那16，17岁开心的时光。。

那段回忆才是最珍贵了。。

Dream House ♥ ♥

这些都是我的dream House...

家外的泳池~想游泳的时可以下水~

紫色的设计~让我觉得很温馨~

最爱这风景~♥ ♥

华丽的房子~~

浪漫的设计~晚上的时候，可以在外欣赏夜景~看着天上的星星~好浪漫。。

和心爱的人或家人住在这里~很幸福吧~

这些都是我的最爱。。

不须太复杂的装饰~

只需简单的玻璃~

灯光调试~都很重要~

太爱了~

努力赚钱~

但是。。这些都好贵。。。

打球？？

忘了我吗？？

就这么不想跟我联系了吗？？

好！！！

16 Feb 2011

Today I read an article which was about friendship..

it stated that - Among the long list of friends, none deserves to hold a special place in your heart and life. you need to have that special someone in your life. In whose eyes you can see your world, within whom you discover your soul, and with whom you learn the true essence of life.

A true friend is a person you can share everything with he or she including secrets. He or she will beside you whenever you need them.

I have a lot of friends- normal friends, coursemates, friends, close friends and also BBCCTT friend( for someone it is a code between us) before..

but, it is no longer to have the term in my dictionary anymore..

everything had changed beyond my control.

it's weird, my heart still will care about my friend.

last two years Chinese New Year, we celebrated together, ate together, went for movie together and hang out together.

But, this year... no text, no leave any comments, no visit...

Totally change..

I know human's heart will change..

but, do it need that callous?

I had no one to share out my true feeling..

When i was sad, nervous, depress, distress and even happy..

Since i was in secondary school, i had told myself, i can't said who was my best friend..

This is because even tough i thought her as my best friend, but, she might not think so..

Best friend does not need much, one is enough for life.

But, is it true?

I can't distinguish anymore..

I just felt that most of my friends who i care are far away from me..

there is a distance and a gap between us..

Is it because of my problem??

Am i the one who causing all the troubles?

I was truly afraid to trust anybody anymore..

but, Believe still have "lie" between this word..

thus, i choose to believe people rather than trust people..

This is the only way to protect myself..

Today recommend a song- White Lie by TVXQ..

This song i keep on repeating N times already..really suit for my mood now..

Good Night..

NII

好想去那间店看啊~~

郑允浩+强心脏

听见女孩称赞你。。不好意思了吗？？ 呵呵

对了~~这个表情像敏儿说的。。

郑允浩，第一次从youtube（o 正反和 ）你就是这样子吸引我。。哈哈~

哈哈~害羞了吧？敏儿一直称赞你~

突然的想法

最近看见不少青少年自杀的新闻。。

我常在想。。何必呢？

为什么要为情自杀啊？

虽然少了一个情人。。

虽然会很痛。。

但是，这些痛都回随着时光而慢慢的减少。。

没了情人，但是还有家人。。

家人才是最重要的。。

在不如意的时候，有悲观的想法，这是难免的。。

不过，过了一段时间，再回头想想。。

就会发现自己是那么的愚蠢。。

自杀并不能解决一切。。

这只是逃避。。

想想。。

死了以后。。

谁最难过？？

谁最痛心？？

还不是家人。。父母。。

珍惜一切。。

珍惜眼前人。。

珍惜自己的生命。。

这才是最重要的。。

part 2

在旺角

在sukae sushi at 1 U

kimuchi Ramen

在好世界

宫宝鱼片

油麻鸡

菜心

冷盘

捞生

今天。。

好难过。。。

好怕。。。

好担心。。。

怎么办？？

i really hate it..

and now my mood totally turn bad..

i don't want to talk..

just let me keep silent..

i really feel that i'm useless..

argh~!!

exam exam exam...

i most hate..

exam for what?

grade?? satisfaction?? know our level??

please la... i still got many years to go on...

how many examinations in my life???

for so many years..

i so stress up..

STRESSFUL LIFE!!!

i love study..but i don't like exam..

really...

argh!!!

especially when i'm facing a subject i can't understand..

i'm trying heard to understand it..

but...

FAR FAR.. really drive my crazy..

it's just like physic last time( SPM)

argh!! i really...haizz...

forget about it..

luckily still gt blog to let me release all my anger or unhappiness..

Chinese New Year Part1

Chinese New Year~ ^^

My Family members~

Me

My Aunt

Mummy

Daddy

Brother

Preparing for pray at night~: