女人的香气

看完了女人的香气..
真的很感人...
痪了病的妍彩很坚强...
剩下的6个月里,
她,
做了一些以往不会做的事, 追求以往不敢奢想的生活, 爱上一个她一直以为攀不上的人..

那namja为了她,也做了许多..
帮她完成她的心愿..

虽然结局没有那么清楚..
让观众的我们发挥各自的想象..各自喜欢的结局..
我还是很喜欢这部戏..

" 珍惜所有的一切, 想做什么就得去做, 别让自己后悔. 

  别让生活约束个人的人生, 别在意他人怎样看你. BE YOURSELF " 

啊,
真的流下很多眼泪..

Critical Thinking

Most of us are not what we could be. We are less. We have great capacity. But most of it is dormant; most is undeveloped.

The time is “gone” even though, if we had thought about it and considered our options, we would never have deliberately spent our time in the way we did. So why not take advantage of the time you normally waste by practicing your critical thinking during that otherwise wasted time?

Egocentric thinking is found in the disposition in human nature to think with an automatic subconscious bias in favor of oneself.

Redefining the way we see things, turning negatives into positives, dead-ends into new beginnings, mistakes into opportunities to learn.

Did I ever become irritable over small things? 

I really do think deep about those questions pointed out in this article. 

Sometime, i will become irritable over a very small matter. 

I admit that I am not a good emotional controller. LOL.

I should ameliorate it. 

Recently not in a good mood because of something. 

That matter really affect me. 

But, I will do try to turn the negative into positive.

Oh...Oh...

It's a new thing for me..

Knowing different people from different countries.

I love to chat with them. However, it wasn't a face-to-face chat.

In that post, I can say anything. 

About the boys, foods, funny things and etc.
Maybe they are fake. Maybe they are not a kind person.
I wouldn't know.
But, sometime i do love the unreality chat. 

And,
I do love Mr Egg 's random questions.

How smart Mr Egg are. They way he think and talk is so intellectual.

That's why we call him as Master of every master. LOLLL

He pointed out something. This made me really think hard. 

I had never thought about it. 

-----What are you passionate about? What drives and motivates you? There's a great line in 

Brave heart that says "all men die.. not all men truly live." I love this quote! The irony in life is

this: Life is only worth living when we have something to die for! For when we have 

something we're so convicted of and believe in so strongly that we can die for it...that's when 

we start living for it. What is worth living and dying for?------- by John Egg

Life is only worth living when we have something to die for.

Yup. It's so true.

让我更看清楚了这一切...
我怕了...
有距离比较好...

夜深了,没睡意..看了一个文章关于真实杀人事件，发生在1988年11月至1989年1月...这让我顿时全身起鸡皮疙瘩.. 很痛心..很愤怒!!


被害人埼玉县17岁女高中生（Furuta Junko）-顺子 的遗体，在东京都江东区若洲内（现若洲海浜公园敷地）被人发现以水泥密封在圆柱油桶内。凶手是四名16到18岁的高中辍学学生，将被害人监禁41日，期间施以强奸、殴打、焚烧等暴行至死。


强暴
凌虐
打火机的填充油倒在顺子的脚上点火
强迫她喝尿
殴打致口鼻流血,地上被鲜血给染红了
点火蜡烛,拿到她的脸上滴蜡,让她整个脸上都是蜡油




那班16到18岁的高中辍学学生还是人吗?? 他们没有后悔之心..没有惭愧的心态..没有内疚..


"「要把她杀了找地方埋吗」「要杀的话不如把她剁成肉酱」

「放在汽油桶里面烧掉也不错」「灌水泥丢到海里谁也不会发现」

「干脆伪装成自杀怎样？把她带到富士树海伪装成上吊」"

是人该说的话吗??!! 什么世界..!!

年少无知吗? 不是!!! 这是兽心病狂...

其中一个还说 ：与其说是可怜她，倒不如说是怕她变成鬼来找我

我真的觉得毛骨耸然...

唉..怎么社会会变得如此....

他们的脑是怎么想的...????

Yesterday Dream

Really moody for this whole week...

OMG...!! i dreamt I FAIL the UBS exam... and get a very bad grade for FAR II

and get a shocked in my dream..and i nearly faint.. =(

Gonna die this time...

I can't imagine what would happen to me, if i fail...!!!!

Ma Ma Mi Ya~

I so STRESS now...!!! 

11.54pm

今天从10am打电话到jpa的部门....

没人接...

一直打..一直打...到到4pm就放弃了....

静静地..

我思考着...

延迟至15号..

让我有更多的时间想想..

难道这是上天可我的安排吗?

让我接受它....

这是第二次了...我觉得我必须接受..

可是想到以后....我就怕了...

觉得会失去自由...

怎么办? 

有时候觉得..跟不认识的人诉苦...未必不是一间坏事...

至少,他们不认识我们...听了就算了..不会放在心上...

最近的我..就是这样...

虽然网络上的人都不是真的.. 

但是, 无拘无束的...

感觉不错...

被人无视...我也不会太在意了...(尝试着)

人生嘛..本来就是这样..

像昌珉所说的 :

"人生, 就是一个人的生活"

不必理会那么多...真的....

我终于等到了...

等了两年...

终于...

第一次放弃了...

这次不会再放弃...

可是, 有太多的顾虑了...

担心这...担心那...

拜托...!! 伍舒萍!!!

做人如果这样,会错失许多良机的!!!!

失去一次...不能再有第二次....

那么辛苦是为了什么??

忘了吗???!!!