heart break

i feel myself very foolish...

totally like a fool..

why i so care ?? why i so sad?? why i so worry??

i wanna back to basic...

i don't want so sad anymore...

really gave up...

don't want put too much hope in it already...

wanna tell someone...but nobody to tell...and also didn't know how to express my feeling out...

tears roll down...feel heart break...

from the day i knew you..i really care about you...do everything also think about you first...because i really treat you as my family member...really...

do every single decision also will think about you...

but..now...i feel it's not necessary for me to do so...

am i like a fool?? am i??

don't you know i had do many many things just because of you??

even the most important decision..

it's time to let me wake up...

i have to tell myself "u can do it!!"

"don't let others influence your thinking..."

i had learnt something.. Don't too easily to put all your heart to someone or in a relationship...should have a distance...

got people said :" Distance is A Beauty"

i'm totally agree...

if there is a distance between us..maybe you will more appreciate it..

you just will realize that it is so precious........

gonna make myself to stop from crying..

clear up your mind......