how to say....recently i really feel that we two really far already..all my feeling..no chance to tell you...when i feel sad..you won't know and bother much... But, when u are down and no mood.. i try my best to comfort you or cheer you up although during that time i was down too.. However, you seems no feeling with it anymore.. This made me hurt... tot, you will wish to out with me...but, it wasn't like that.. i am sad alone for what... i so care for what... starting from now...i really will control...