♥ ♥ Sad MeloDy ♥ ♥

haha...honestly... i can't sleep now... although tell many people that i wanna off line already..wanna sleep...But, i can't sleep... Why my mind so confuse now... why i will feel stress....

People said 'stress is the motivation' ... i agree... without stress.. i sure won't be myself anymore..

Life is so complicated... human need face many problems...

i still got 4 years to go through with my degree... I really don't know how would my future be... i', wondering... i'm thinking...

Am i choose wrong subject??

Could i handle those things??

Could i face all the problems??

haizz....

Really tired...

Why let me feel that everyone is wearing a 'mask'?? Should I be like that too??

Why suddenly i feel that what i did it was only nonsense and unnecessary... haizz.. i'm tired already....

Listen to sad songs...only make me more sad...

But, i prefer listen sad song... It suit me more...

Listen to the sad melody.... heart will more calm.. but, at the same time, sadness level become more higher...

my words very contradict... haha