Weird feeling now

Listening to For U.. replay and replay again... this song was so nice...

But, why...

Suddenly my mood was so weird... not feeling down... but, maybe is totally disappointed already...

I tot i can put down...

But, actually i can't...

when others mention it..

It make me remember...

the pain in my heart...

deep inside...

never let others treat me so before...

this is the first time i felt so hurt because of friend... really hurt...

I promise myself..it was first time and the last time i will let others treat me so...

Someone ask me: don't you feel sad??

But, although i sad... nobody will know too... just don't want show it...

Impossible won't sad... impossible.. because the wound was in my heart already... forever...

So, don't ever ask me don't i will feel sad or not... because you are not me...