it stated that - Among the long list of friends, none deserves to hold a special place in your heart and life. you need to have that special someone in your life. In whose eyes you can see your world, within whom you discover your soul, and with whom you learn the true essence of life.
A true friend is a person you can share everything with he or she including secrets. He or she will beside you whenever you need them.
I have a lot of friends- normal friends, coursemates, friends, close friends and also BBCCTT friend( for someone it is a code between us) before..
but, it is no longer to have the term in my dictionary anymore..
everything had changed beyond my control.
it's weird, my heart still will care about my friend.
last two years Chinese New Year, we celebrated together, ate together, went for movie together and hang out together.
But, this year... no text, no leave any comments, no visit...
Totally change..
I know human's heart will change..
but, do it need that callous?
I had no one to share out my true feeling..
When i was sad, nervous, depress, distress and even happy..
Since i was in secondary school, i had told myself, i can't said who was my best friend..
This is because even tough i thought her as my best friend, but, she might not think so..
Best friend does not need much, one is enough for life.
But, is it true?
I can't distinguish anymore..
I just felt that most of my friends who i care are far away from me..
there is a distance and a gap between us..
Is it because of my problem??
Am i the one who causing all the troubles?
I was truly afraid to trust anybody anymore..
but, Believe still have "lie" between this word..
thus, i choose to believe people rather than trust people..
This is the only way to protect myself..
Today recommend a song- White Lie by TVXQ..
This song i keep on repeating N times already..really suit for my mood now..
Good Night..
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